*It means that I am still no closer than I was 5 weeks ago to picking up my daughter
*It means that the process is getting slower (like the healthy child process has been for 2 years now) and that is not good news to me or Ruthie
*It means that I can't stop thinking about her and I dream about bringing her into my family every night with no real picture of when that will be
*It means that a country of 1.3 billion people can't find someone to read my paperwork
Ok I know that sounds bitter, but it is not at all. Instead, it is this sadness and helplessness that overwhelms me as I have already missed 2 years of my daughters life and I don't want to miss another day, but there is nothing I can do about it on the other half of the world but Pray.
Please pray that China would add workers to process these children needing homes so parents like me can travel to pick up their babies.